jasmataune

 as for now, as im fully concentrated on myself trying to avoid any concern that doesnt concern me personaly. and fucusing on my body, work and personal relations. so im working on my body, trying to unlock as much as i can especialy in my shoulder. none the less i feel as if something is missing if not, as i just started following dispenza one more time. and ill try to sumerize one more time his work. as he said in the end of a conference about his work he stated that we as humainare not victims of cause and effect that means that in our lifes when something happens we try to find the cause of this matter that just happened, and we get trapped in a loop that has no end cause when something happens we have an emotions and this emotion and other ones that the same more less get entangled in an interpretation that we as person find best to associat with using different confortable interpretations that are wrong most of the time. but when realising that life happens following a differ...

 well life is undergoing not plesentely at the moment, just my brothers being a pain in the ass to my parents and being fully self concerned. and not giving a fuck about any other personne but themself. and im trying to adjust to the situation for me not to suffer the concicoinces of others and not be able to bring about something positif but rarther confirm the problem that is... anyway ill just focus on myself and my parents 

well i can see myself as a hug potential wasted in a way wanting my familly and friends to act on the knowledge i have to be remembred. as life goes on and see many opportunities going by and not acted upon. as i wanted to buy a car and motorbike to go to the us and uk exploring the world. buy camping gears finding and mating a beautifull woman. all this just need to be acted upon, being aware of the fact the the body is lasy as fuck bringing awarness to the front.

 now is time to do some writing once again for what seems to be more than 3 months and mooooore. as i feel bounding into a new aspect of what life tend to offer of what started yesterday and started feeling, and these aspects surly are giving and can go even further. surely the story is not clear and at all but how us humains are living nowadays in some very internal aspect but how life is given and went into a state of consumtion and became alucidated given the neurological aspect of how certain biochical affect even our frontal lobe but make it foggy

 who life is interpreted liberaly by each of us and it comes to an understading of our intentions and how everyday it goes that way and each day is new in the present. 100% OF LIFE HAPPENS BY CHANCE and some event are interpreted. so let make it personnal as a basic rewiring, adefinition of the present. lets stay with the basics tha neans that first energy center in closed in term of intentions after comes les abdo that are the most solide muscle in my body than of a great importance that is nothing more than training it and all that comes with it(its an energy center). then comes the self

pull away, too much si not how it works. i fell as if i tend to do that uncontiously just to drive the women away for me not to be trapped in a way. but it kills me as the deep subcontious is the one in charge of an intimat relationship. but when it happens i tend to get lost in a way. but is it really a thing or i kind of got used to it and can let go of the process that istarted in a natural manner and didnt give the best result. but still the last one was the best that i ever had in a wayand took it to a whole new level