jasmataune

 how to position myself clearly so that i start seeing result that can bring things back to normal, the first thing that came to mind is the sales chez inVog so that next year comes clean and clear to start looking for finance for New Era with great insight in head. Then ill just put some insight about myself to be more aware of my situation. i see myself stoke in the ultimate confort zone that is not confortable at all. that brought me to a lonely 33 years old guy that is not fit. With good insith and no acconplishment visavi of those close potention that i can see , all that in myself but also in others and thats where being selfish is not at all as to have an effect on other one needs to care about himself and have a great amount of selfconfidance first and those effect will generate a kind of insparation to others without talking about it execpt if asked. the two first selfish things that are a body to work related

 i believe that im quit a nice person in general that can get very emotional from time to time, with a lot goin on in my head always aware of our existance and the meaning of it and also the finality to it, that quit hinestly never been able to came around it but the days go by, i tend to get realy positif in life but just seing our reality as a race and creation and tend to get confused once again. the question is how to keep on track with all the negative coming around in every corner. i think that to keep on movng forward is the answer so that when things hit you the consequances are not as bad as the could have been and to minimise reget to alow level  believe that i have been a pretty neutral member of society including with friends and familly. not talking much not sharing my thoughts a lot not even with myself thats why my selfestem and selfconfidance is quit low in my opinion. i guess that knowing myself and the weight i can have in society in genaral so i think that i...

 just felt like writting as not much was clear in my head knowing that we Monday tmrw and to be honnest not much have been clear lately, feel like life is not worth living the way im living it with myself first. not in a depressed kind of way or not being thankfull for what i have, its juste that the equation is not yet. feels like everyone is running after something and i fels like im not. is it that im just too confortable where im and make myself believe that i want something big that is really far that i keep on doing nothing and thats walking backward, i would say that Omar made me and ensured in a way that i keep on going forward and now that hes not and also what im trying to solve or just focus my attention with is the lack of memory on the short term, is that my mind starts rooling about something and when i get to it (a conclusion) i keep the conclusion and as wonder about the conclusion of what subject exactely not when im writin as the memory is written so to keep thing...

 today is a day where i plan by it for me to be clear and clearer day by day for my emotion to be elevateted to a whole new level fr me to start accomplishing much better and better for a far better accomlishment by the end. knowing and being true to myself, making a plan and organizing myself is the first priority for me to know, the question is how to organize a clear long term plan with big first lines so where do i see myself 5 years from today is the simple question to fashion a plan my ideal self is 5 years from now is cultivated that can speak easier in multiple languages, whos family are satified with where im, with invog going international, present socialy so i can proudly present myself and help other and married with kids, fit as Hell with a new car, house and traveling a lot 1-cultivated that knows what hes saying (public profile) = Reading = Masted arabic frensh english and cover amazigh spanish and potugues = Study of the future 2- Parent confortable house = Help mom...

 and how the principle of infinity can be acheived. living through this space and time working to be in 5 million years and more and for that place we are now 'planet earth' to still be with us. for us to acheive more than this space and time and for it to be it the good thing is that we only live around 100 years to acheive it kids or not it happens by having a good time