jasmataune

 the guilt of living throught this time of history. as every past day becomes nothing more than history and the past can be nothing more than wisdom and a great source of happiness if so, the great campas that it becomes to make our everyday choices and the motivation for our everyday movement starting with us waking up in the morning and not being lost in bed. trying to find position in this time of history and how to position thyself to have greater impact for the generations to come and is there even a great future worth living for as we see humanity going throught a lots of rubish that can be met with noting more than laughter if not directly affected than can be only cry and dispaire. Have we evolved in history and got realy lost that we can see only for ourselfs and not realise that we all going through the same and that the one can never be the whole as a first example: you may know a fact in life and history but not the fact of life and history.

 brain wave pattern are five interesting states of mind, subscious (alpha theta and delta)  conscious (beta and gamma) and how gamma is the continuous self creating states of mind and how changes are created. and how high level beta is the stress response to the outer world that can even manifest miracles in the outer world when related to survival experiences (probably moved to gamma from high level beta). the movement to gamma through well synchronized brain wave pattern can have miraculous results and that is called spontaneous remenitions

 not been blogging for sometime now, after understanding its importance and sticking for a few days in a row got to let go for around 2 weeks. remember talking about how our clear intention get forgotten and not easily recalled, and how blogging actually help revisiting those clear intentions and is an ongoing meditation that helps make your intentions very clear 

 got back from a relatively long trip where the mind set was quite different, so i did learn many new thing that i can't easily recall. 

weirdly busy day as the day goes by, the clear intention even written can be forgotten and stop being clear but still be as im writing my blog post. but what about the things that a person can get long with the majority of the persons that get to meet. start thinking for quite some time and not be as social as a person can be, it's just that the person needs to have as much experience as possible so to be quite clear in his upbringing, thats why doing (could be even alone) is the thing to be

 Today was a busy one, i did somethings that are only for a few times a year. So wasn’t focused on anything else but the things that i had to do, without letting go. Still there are no great achievements but only routine tasks that have to be done.

today i saw the result of a clear intention, as i was running i did set an object as to where i was heading and where the end was,  giving it some kind of a last push that was going to be harder than before (faster). so my intention was clear (the object was red) and as i was running i solemnly fixated the object and some kind of energy kept pushing me so i ran even faster than in the beginning, and somehow my awareness shifted from the injuries that i have and was brought back to the feeling of the past (how i used to run), by the time i started to get closer and the object i did set my intention on started to look bigger and some new information coming in, the intention wasn't as clear as it was in beginning so instead of going faster i started to run slower but as the red object was still set it wasn't as slow as in beginning. many other new informations didn't let me go for the extra mile. when do the intention for the extra mile needs to be set? and also how long is it...