i feel that im on the edge for greatness, but what it is that is missing. i feel that its more than nothing +/-=- can only be that we feel the work that await us and we tend to get lazy and stay in our confort zone, and the truth is we dont have to be clear 100% to be moving forward. thats where the question why is not always the right question but to trust our gut and move to how and plan. and the question becomes what and how

but there is a question that is bothering me and tend to make me less enthousiastic about life and leaves me like an empty being. and its about the nature of our existance, the beauty of it and its purpose, especialy when we get to the negative reality of it and the nature of our species. 

where i actualy stand for now is that we can be nothing then godly creature no matter the end of it, which take us to endorss life and make the most out of it for ourself first and whatever come in our way but for it not to be causing us any delay.

the question is how to answer the question "what?" and to be orgqanized not forgetting the important things (for now meditation is the only answer i have)