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 as for now, as im fully concentrated on myself trying to avoid any concern that doesnt concern me personaly. and fucusing on my body, work and personal relations.

so im working on my body, trying to unlock as much as i can especialy in my shoulder. none the less i feel as if something is missing if not, as i just started following dispenza one more time. and ill try to sumerize one more time his work. as he said in the end of a conference about his work he stated that we as humainare not victims of cause and effect that means that in our lifes when something happens we try to find the cause of this matter that just happened, and we get trapped in a loop that has no end cause when something happens we have an emotions and this emotion and other ones that the same more less get entangled in an interpretation that we as person find best to associat with using different confortable interpretations that are wrong most of the time. but when realising that life happens following a different model following the principles of quantom phisics that we still not fully aware of. its more causing and effect, meaning that we are the cause of our lifes, especialy when growing older and not victimes of how we were raised knowing that life was following the same principle, being driven by our desires in life not missing the opportunity when it present itself. these desirs can be wrong driven by wrong emotion generated by false claims, but still our response is quite natural and spontanious as we have generated clear enentions followed by an elevated emotion expecting the universe to respond (cause thats the rule) and when it does we jump on the payback. all that said we as adults as we have been programmed and wired by our past experiences and the wiring is even phisical that follow certain rules to unlock. and as dispenza says that through the power of medition having clear intentions and generating elevated emotions, thing that is not easy to do at all, cause of the wiring that already happended in our past and as the phrase says, clear intentions "clear" and even when meditating multiple times. for one reason or another we cant get a clear intention. so thats what ill define today.

as humain being born to a world very misterious and clear in the same time, having no vision of where we coming or going. each born to an eviroment different to the others but following the same rules, and as dispenza said that we the children of god following the same rules of creations as the universe and our bodies. so our aim in life is to create, create beauty in this world and also generate emotions that are worthy of the life we living in the enviroment where we are. not forgetting that the rule cause and effect come from our generated emotion the are not the right one if the intentions are not clear. so what are some personal intentions of me not and as i said for myself are oversoming at least my physical situation for me not to be emotionaly entangled by my past in generale, and realise that im coming from a double standard +/- that are both the soucrce of beauty that one can live in, and one to fully accept the challanges that life has to offer because its the source of freedon.