jasmataune

 staying here in Vietnam thinking about my life and how this trip to south Asia and see how defining that can be for me in the future, all that with the israeli palistinian conflict rising to the top and knowing thats not going to stop for the moment and most certainly escalat to a global aspect 

and whats the ideal day for me tomorow its will start tonight with me acheiving something paticular, it feels like me talking to Marwa my lovely cousin but still doesnt seem like the right thing that im needing right now and for today i started by not going to the souk with lahcen cause it seems that he ooking for something that we dont have for him and after that they were talking about... bricoulat none stap what so ever so for now the object of my doing will merly be about 

we living in a world where apparently time going by, we born on a day and we die ona day the sun shines in the morning and settles at night the earth rotates on itself on a day and as its rotating around the sun in a year. and the sun keeps on rotating whatever how we are and never wait even in the extreem situations. that means that we have to follow and keep on moving as our univers in always rotating and expanding. all that for what purpuse exactely, are we realy juste a mistake if we can call it that but that realy puts us in a really negative aspect of life always expecting the worst cause if we even see ourself in an aspect of evolution can we not consider the fact of a start and would be nothing but god cause we are not the start and thats a fact cause if we even go science we evolved from something if not created throught that process neglacting the aspect of time. ill say that we a magnificente force even for the less of us if we can say that cause its all relative and as i sa...

 tonight ill start to see my plan clearly all about my mission statement executed in the coming days in health, work and having fun in the process health means not giving up on oneselfs body work is a about the means to achieve with your body fun is sharing achievement  so for my health knowing my body to a certain degree what im doing is great only for not giving up and not work that means a plan to achieve is what im writing now. achieve when is the question. i can see myself giving more attention to my training program and giving it enough time cause that what we running against

 i feel that the time has come for me not neglecting my part in this life no mater how small it may appear but very large as it is in general. so what is it that imrunning after day to day to keep it clear and not feel lost. i tend to bring it back to me parents but it seems that it just a part of it and not it. and it seems as its nothing in this world wich means god in all greatness is the thing to be followed and nothing else and it portraite its self in making god responsiblle for the outcome and myself just a servante as it sound wich means putting the effort to show my believe in god and not expecting an outcome out of nothing knowing yourself not being a servant. and now that i came to read this days after writing it and realise this logic once again as a start... as i once again feel kind of lost in a ways that means not as clear as im. and i personaly feel that the time has come for an autonomy.  so for tmrw i would be  -first writing again on my blog to see how ...

planing for you to know where you heading in lifein general is quit a must specialy for me knowin how unclear things seem to apear from time to time. like for now and how im sitting in a coffe shop and tend to get realy lost thinking none sense, and once again. and its not the the thing that come through my mind isnt clear but its just that its no time for it so of no importance for now. and also how the body fools us in a way to keep itself in none sense with these kind of thinking nevertheless im someone with high priority plans and seem myself acheiving it or something greater not thought of but amplifies the feelings that i know of anyway in general i see myself fit and exeling in many desciplines starting with running and fighting and also overcoming a thing in a miraculous way. a thing that demands a lot starting with a scane to see how things played out to let me plan further so in general people in life are to plan and have a good time

 trying to clarify things in my head first of wall to at least have a clear vision and prioritise. First of all is me cause thats who we able to have effect on, aand as Dr John Dimartini clarified of we humain tend to be DUAL trying to find the right balance, and right now im trying to clarify once again my duality for me to find the right balance an exercice that must have a way to be done but today is the first draft in a way.